i don’t know if it’s because i feel in control after sunday night, or if work is going better, or if it’s because i’m working out, or if you make me feel better, or i’m looking forward to seeing you. but i am happy. the headaches have finally stopped.
i love waking up to texts. especially cute texts :[||]
i love that we can motivate each other. it makes me happy :)
the first thing i asked when of my coworkers when she came in this morning was, “did you see how many people are wearing green?” she got upset because i said that before “hello” or “good morning” or anything like that. oops. oh well. six people in my lab wore green today.
i feel like i’m standing on the edge
every second feels like an eternity
- work myself to death
- rot in this hell hole
rinse and repeat
who is to blame for my suffering?
i feel like i’ve got nothing and no one to turn to and i can’t stand it. i don’t know what to do anymore. it all hurts too much.
They were careless people, Tom and Daisy— they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money of their vast carelessness, or whatever it was that kept them together, and let other people clean up the mess they had made.
—The Great Gatsby, F. Scott Fitzgerald (via beaucoupdesmots)