empty regrets

"you're a mess but yes you're beautiful"

i feel good

i don’t know if it’s because i feel in control after sunday night, or if work is going better, or if it’s because i’m working out, or if you make me feel better, or i’m looking forward to seeing you.  but i am happy.  the headaches have finally stopped.

#personal

texts

i love waking up to texts. especially cute texts :[||]

#personal #texts

motivation

i love that we can motivate each other.  it makes me happy :)

#personal #i love you

green

the first thing i asked when of my coworkers when she came in this morning was, “did you see how many people are wearing green?”  she got upset because i said that before “hello” or “good morning” or anything like that.  oops.  oh well.  six people in my lab wore green today.

#personal #work #green

i feel like i’m standing on the edge

#personal

every second feels like an eternity

#personal

to do list

  • work myself to death
  • rot in this hell hole

rinse and repeat

#personal #work #personal

i feel so alone

i feel like i’ve got nothing and no one to turn to and i can’t stand it.  i don’t know what to do anymore.  it all hurts too much.

#personal

They were careless people, Tom and Daisy— they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money of their vast carelessness, or whatever it was that kept them together, and let other people clean up the mess they had made.

The Great Gatsby, F. Scott Fitzgerald (via beaucoupdesmots)

#the great gatsby #fitzgerald